Neva Eva

bold the things you've Never done...


I've Never Been Drunk
I've Never Smoked Pot
I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Opposite Sex
I've Never Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
I've Never Crashed A Friend's Car
I've Never Been To Japan
I've Never Been In A Taxi
I've Never Been In Love
I've Never Had Sex In Public - Define "public"
I've Never Been Dumped
I've Never Done Cocaine - well, I had it for surgical purposes, but never did it recreationally.
I've Never Shoplifted
I've Never Been Fired
I've Never Been In A Fist Fight
I've Never Had Group Intercourse
I've Never Snuck Out Of My Parent's House
I've Never Been Tied Up
I've Never Been Caught Masturbating
I've Never Regretted Having Sex With Someone
I've Never Been Arrested
I've Never Made Out With A Stranger
I've Never Stolen Something From My Job
I've Never Celebrated New Years In Time Square - but did celebrate Xmas Day this year there!
I've Never Gone On A Blind Date
I've Never Lied To A Friend
I've Never Had A Crush On A Teacher
I've Never Celebrated Mardi-Gras In New Orleans
I've Never Been To Europe
I've Never Skipped School
I've Never Slept With A Co-Worker
I've Never Cut Myself On Purpose
I've Never Had Sex At The Office
I've Never Been Married
I've Never Been Divorced - on paper it was an annullment, but whatever.
I've Never Had Sex With More Than One Person Within The Same Week
I've Never Posed Nude
I've Never Gotten Someone Drunk Just To Have Sex With Them
I've Never Killed Anyone
I've Never Received Scars From My Sex Partner
I've Never Thrown Up In A Bar
I've Never Purposely Set A Part Of Myself On Fire
I've Never Eaten Sushi
I've Never Been Snowboarding
I've Never Had Sex At A Friend's House While They Were Throwing A Party
I've Never Had Sex In A Dressing Room
I've Never Flashed Anyone - Funny story actually...
I've Never Met Anyone From Online

Random Stuff

We have a burglar alarm in the house and I set it every night. Robert tried setting it tonight, and ended up sounding the main alarm, which is terribly loud. Amazingly, Lily slept through it (Laszlo hadn't fallen asleep yet). So I was waiting for central station to call to see if everything was ok, but they didn't, so I assumed he just pressed some test button and that was it. Seven minutes after he sounded the alarm, there were flashing lights in our cul de sac. I went to the window to see 2 police cars outside our house with flashlights to see the numbers. I figured that Robert accidentally activated the silent alarm and the police came.

Bean, they were 2 HOT policemen...must be something about men in uniform today!

I told them what happened...they needed to see some ID, so I got my fugly license and they left. Just a lil excitement around these boring parts.

Tomorrow Laszlo starts therapy. I'm a little nervous, but really excited for him. He's been making great strides every day on his own, and I think this will just make it even better. Even if it's just so he can get used to being away from me and with a stranger for a half hour twice per week, that's great. Also, the place is right across from the biggest mall around...oh well. :-) If nothing else, it's a way to spend some cold days.

I've been feeling a little anxious lately and I think the main reason is because of that friend Ivy...the one who was my best friend but then said that "something is wrong" with Laszlo. I honestly think that the main reason I had him evaluated in the first place was because of her nasty comments. I miss her friendship and I'm not sure why. I saw her true colors. She's not the kind of person I could ever trust again, and I put a very high value on trust. I am the most open person I know and I can't stand secrecy. I couldn't be friends with someone if I had to keep things secret, and I'd never tell that bitch that I had my son evaluated. She would have such an "I told you so" attitude about it. I saw her at a party on Sunday and Laszlo was so happy to see her daughter. That's the part that makes me so sad. They were best friends for the first 2.5 years of their lives and now they don't see each other except at parties we're both invited to. I'm sentimental like that too, so I got a few pictures of them together and looking at them broke my heart. I used to introduce her to people as my future daughter in law. I can't believe how much this got to me and I think I've been ignoring how upset it's made me because I know how fucked up she is and how wrong the way she handled the situation was...and all of her actions since are so non-friendly that I should just shake it off and move on. I have a lot of other friends that I do trust. I just have a problem losing friends.

Enough on that.

My eyes hurt, must be some winter dryness. I'm thinking of going to an eye doctor just to check out what's going on with them. I could use another vision check up too, it's been a few years and I put my old glasses on the other day and was amazed how much clearer the computer monitor was!