Tired

[lalicopa]

I really need to stop eating all these damn carbs. I had a huge bowl of cereal and now I'm in such a food coma and I'm super cranky and exhausted. Not to mention bloated. Ick. Why do I do this? My belly actually looks fat again, it hasn't looked like this in months. I'm so disappointed in myself.

It's just my gut, and it's just the carbs. I just cannot muster the will power to not eat crap on any given day. Robert took Laszlo to a birthday party today, and part of the reason I wanted him to was to avoid pizza and birthday cake - because I literally cannot say no to cake. It's like crack.

My brother and sister in law are here with my niece, but my brother's passed out on Lily's bed and my sis in law went to run an errand. Lily and Layne are playing here with dress up wooden dolls and having the cutest conversations. Ella's napping. And I can't peel my ass off this couch for anything.

I think I need to go to Fairway ( http://www.fairwaymarket.com/index.cfm?Area=Departments ) to do a nice healthy shopping. For some reason whenever I go there I come home with tons of healthy foods to eat. They have a wonderful produce department and fresh fish and amazing meats. They also have tons of organic foods. If I can just slide away from the bakery counter I should be fine. I'm not sure what it is about that store that makes it possible to come home with actual *food* to eat that's not disgusting and bad for me. When I go to the regular market, I end up going to the produce section and then basically getting a handful of things in the middle, then stocking up in the dairy department, which fills most of my wagon. I'd go there more often, but it's about a half hour ride and I just never think of going there. Tomorrow L and L are in school and I just have Ella, so I think I'll go right after I drop Lily off at school. Hmmm...sounds like a good plan.

I'm rambling because I'm bored. And bloated. Lovely.

Comments

[choptliver.livejournal.com]

Chromium (I take GTF rather than picolinate). It's just a mineral, and it can even out your blood sugar and kill sugar cravings. It could help break the cycle, at least.

[lalicopa.livejournal.com]

I just added it to my fairway list.

[kris1225.livejournal.com]

if it makes you feel any better, i went to whole foods yesterday and bought macaroons and white chocolate. i was supposed to just be buying parmesan cheese.

and also been eating like an entire demi baguette in one sitting.

bloated as well.

sexual frustration?

[lalicopa.livejournal.com]

I'm not sexually frustrated...I can take matters into my own hands, so to speak. I think it's more nerves about that other situation. :-)

[intravenous.livejournal.com]

I just went to text you and it seems my phone deleted your number.
Thank god for phone internet.
Plz text me! (203) 685-4349

[tellinellen.livejournal.com]

my mom lives near the original fairway and when michael and i first got married we lived a block away. it was great because i worked nights and could stop there on my way home from work, it wasn't crazy crowded at 8am.

but i still didn't buy healthy foods really XD